i cant change my love for beer. hohoho. why arz... beer fest!!!! YAY!!! okay. my mummy asked me so sweetly today to help her do the laundry, and even though im super tired n only slept abt 2 3 hrs max in 2 days, i, being such a nice and loving daughter said yes okay. :) but then! she ran out to meet my aunt. ........................... righttttt. i shldnt fall for her tricks next time round. humph. i need money.. oh. and im kinda afraid i wont live to see my 20th birthday.. the end of days is here. 6/6/06 oh God help us all. fuck shit. im not gona go see that omen show. the trailer freaked me out enough alr. i got worse shivers from watching that short 2min trailer than the emily rose one, which was probably like 4mins or so. fuck!! we;re all gona die!!!! i havent even turned 21 yet!!!! i havent even earned my first million, married my first tall rich super hot husband, got my first car (or my license, for tt matter). i havent seen the eiffel tower, the statue of liberty, i havent watched the da vinci code!!!! (digressing, my pastor said: "why do people believe fiction so willingly, and distrust the facts even when the truth is laid out for them?" which i think is so true but of course people will choose to spend more time thinking abt or even believe something more interesting, like fictional "truths", rather like the da vinci code, rather than the truth, which can sometimes be just a tad more boring than lies. yep, sad but true. i will think more abt tt after ive watched da vinci :)) right. lost my train of thought. anyway, what i wana say is, i cant die before even doing the many things i want to do! i havent even tried the mini fake bungee jump at clarke quay.. it looks so funny.